Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
UEC is nearer and nearer,and i,have started to work hard,although sometimes i might feel lazy..actually,i really do not have any confidence on uec,as i knw i wont get gd result in science subjects..but,i have to go forward..
haiz…so tired recently,many things have to settle…and the main point is,i cant cheer up..i dont knw why will i be so stubborn.it has caused me so suffering now,bt is till cant realise and wake up,mayb i dont hope to regret..in my life,i have too much holes that cant ever be fullfilled..
i choose to face all the obstacles and sorrows by myself wif no sounds,i choose to keep silent to wish himi in behind..and i choose to persist till the end..wat i have chosen,actually very hard for me to do it well..bt at last i well done..i trust the energy of love..it can make a person to have the motivation in doing anything..i am the one..
one of my friend asks me,why can i wait for a msg from morning till midnight,and still pretend normal there..i really cant give an answer,as no solution for it..everytime when i am sad,i will also remember one sentence tat said by an important person for me.."time goes by,life goes on,we cant change wat had happened,so,live ur life into fullest.."it’s an ordinary sentence,but i remember it..and it’s my energy to go forward..
sometimes,i feel myself crazy,as i hope when i open my eyes,i can receive a word…or even a letter from someone..although always dissapointed,bt i still keep on doing this stupid thing..mayb it’s useless,meaningless,bt i have used to wait..i really wanna ask a question,will this world have miracle?if yes,i hope i will attain it…a miracle,juz belongs to me..
"hope u smile,but pls dont cry,hope ur sky,fulls with brilliant stars..hope i can,have the miracle of love,as i trust,love is smiling,even it keeps me waiting..so,pls dont forget,to smile always.."
~~kahyee
