当你不再疼惜我的眼泪，当你把我推向另一个地方，当你转过身不再回头看，我已告诉自己我要坚强。。要勇敢。。把爱雪藏，不再解冻。。抬头对着天空呐喊，“嘉仪，要加油！！因为你是打不死的蟑螂！！”
这一切都已经结束，不会再有泪水弄湿由你在的方向。心碎了，就像朋友说的，吹走它，就会有一个完整的心。。只要我愿意吹走。。是啊，只要我肯去做。。
祝福你，永远幸福。。我相信，你会幸福。。你会快乐。。
放弃不是最坏的结局。。而是另一个新开始。。这一刻开始，我会努力地笑。。真心地笑。。。
老天爷，你会给我时间的，对吗？
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soon,i have started my new life in kk for almost two weeks..time passes fast,bt i am still sick from the 2nd day the sch started lessons till now..mayb i cant adapt myself in a new environment..everyday walks to sch n goes home alone..i scare dogs,bt i hv to go through it..at last i can do it…without help..
i always trust tat time can change many things,including ppl..now,i hv returned to the character that ordinary belonging to me..single…i am single now..alone now..i hv a dream in this 3 months..really a dream..a dream tat made me hurt,mad,and let me see clearly wats the cruelty of human…even they dont knw u,but they still can hurt u in many ways…however,i still stupid till believe tat "tat person" is kind..
i admit,i am hurt…i thought i can relieve my pain after the day before,at last i knw i am wrong..i still cant…nomatter how tough am i,how hard i try to smile in front of friends,i still cant hide my sorrows..i admit,i still love him deeply..but i have no choice..i have to go…i have to leave…at least i can wish "them" truely..really…it’s true feeling..i wont blame anyone include him or even angry..becoz love doesn’t have right or wrong..he gt his reasons to do so,i will juz do wat he wants…tat is the only thing tat i can do for him…
actually i didnt lost many things,becoz i have possessed two true friends..at here,i really want to thanks u guys..for supporting n consoling me..i will try my best to let my promise on u all become true..and oso my sis,peggy,thanks for always by my side…i knw i am nt alone,juz as wat u said…i still gt u all by my side…
everthing has passed..at last i gt the bravery to put a full-stop on it..it’s sure will hv some sweet memories..i will choose to appreciate the memories,choose to bless him,rather than condemning…i dont knw when will my tears stop,but..i will smile..i will tough…
*鱼说：“你看不见我的眼泪，因为我在水中，”水说：“我看得见你的眼泪，因为你在我心中。。”*终于我潇洒地离开了，你说我不明白你，我也不会多做解释，有些事情放在心里就好，这一次我能如此果断，因为你在我心中，能感受到你的烦恼，能感受到你的苦衷，不管我相不相信都不重要。。因为。。。我放手了。。你自由了。。。好好照顾自己。。我们。。依然是朋友，不管你会不会听见。。
雨 不停落下来 花 怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀
爱 只剩下无奈 我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间 永远都夹著空白 缺了一块 就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye 当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管 只要你能愉快
心 有一句感慨 我 还能够跟谁对白
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