北极星的眼泪。。。

at last,my final exam have finished…so tiring neh..tat day gt performance till very late…the next day i gt bio exam leh…tat day i only sleep 2 hours….so exhausting oh..bt my bio still ”fly away”…ai….so sad…i oso dont knw tat night will till so late….the bride is so beautiful as she is a japanese…so charming leh….^^but the most funny is tat…the next day i became panda….haha..

haiz…spm is coming..i need to add oil n cant rest..so disgusting leh…hope tat i can get a gd result as a reward for my hard work…kambateh!!@@

ai….y this world gt examination?so tiring….sometimes feel exam is exciting n have the chance to strive ….but sometimes will feel exhausting n stress….how to adapt it leh?

i am so no mood recently..besiders preparing my exam…is till hv to face the probs between me n my frens..ai….i really dont knw who is my true fren…really so complicated….

besides,i seem like always find somebody trace….i try to control myself for avoiding this altitude..bt….useless…mayb….i really need time to fade all the things….huh…..

hope tat i can find a place tat can let me rest n relax….can let me forget all the sorrows….but it seems so hard ..becoz i hv a long way to go….n i need improve my english to take my law courses…kambateh!!!!!

时间过得真快，还有37天就会考了哦。。。。。哎。。。。我看我得加把劲，哈哈！

最近心情真的好多了，或许想通了吧。伤心，难过，绝望都没用，改变不了的事实唯有接受咯。。自己一个人在乎是没用的，即使之前全部都是我的错好了，对不起说了，主动和好也做了，还是得不到回应。。。。算了吧。。。。

人生就是如此。。。失去也意味着经历的成长哦~~

爱情也一样，别人已拥有幸福了，我何必傻乎乎的独自内疚难过呢？真正的爱应该是包容与信任，但我还没遇到。。。放下过去，给自己重生的机会。。。这就是我的理念了。。

经一事长一智吧！即然他过得那么幸福，我想我也会衷心祝福他和她。。。这一次我终于做到了，而且没再心痛了。。。目前我只想好好读书，将来做一个出色的律师。。！！

人生就是如此。。。失去也意味着经历的成长哦~~

ai….so tired…really wanna rest but no time for me….need prepare for spm…need strive;eh….n next week is final exam…..so disgusting ah….ai…..y i so like to ai……ai…….>.<

sometimes really feel myself very useless….so pessimistic…but no other solution..i juz can look forward…it’s the only way for me…ai….hope tat i can get a gd result…yoyoyo..kambateh eh neh!!

真的觉得自己很矛盾，也很固执。。。

都过去了，我还内疚着，还对自己的懦弱而感悲哀。。。哎。。。。真的觉得自己很没用，自己一人去在乎，去难过痛苦。。。而另一端却早已忘了曾经的一切。。。没有人疼惜自己的眼泪与苦衷。。。。

也许我太执著了吧，为了已发生的事而愧疚，甚至扛下所有的责任。。。。没办法，的确，做此决定的人是我。。所以就得坚强的走下去。。

有一句话真的很有意思,

这世界没有永恒，爱与不爱之间都会在时间的长河烟灭。。。。

所以，我要加油，要快乐。。。。

朋友，要替我加油！！

at last,i wake up from sorrows and mad…i realise that nth is more important than self-healthiness..although i need time to adapt it….

but this time i wont gif up to be tough…because i should appreciate myself more…suddenly i feel that my heart nt so pain…mayb i really put down the burden n guiltyness in my heart on him…from now begin…learn to start a new life…get out from his world…it’s the best way for me…..

i knw i have made many ppl worried before n i apologize here..i wont let u all dissapointed n wont look down by others….i trust tat i will find my belonging in the future….

**friends…thx for ur caring n supporting…and oso wanna thx the one i had loved…make me learn to handle loneliness and madness..

and oso let me knw…a true love is hardly to find….**

**with faith blessing..with true wishing….and with forever supporting…to all my frens n the one who knws me…you r nt lonely….i will be always by ur side…**

who can tell me where have you been?who can help me forget u?

y?……..i really fed up on this……..can anybody help me to forget all the sorrows?

forgive me for not telling you…because i dont want u hear my sadness…..

i wish you……really…..

oh my god…why want me decide….and wat should i decide….?

huh…..

wat should i say….?

say wat will be correct and wont be scolded by others?

huh…..so hard….

"because of you"so nice eh neh,from kelly clarkson de….keke…..

huh….want open sch loh…..

wat things oso past….dont want think loh….lim kah yee…..yoyoyo..

start a new life…yeah……^^